As I drove down the road with the new car that Edward had given me as a condition for him changing me, I noticed people turn back and stare. I still couldn’t believe I was engaged to him and that I would soon be one of them. Even though I was in love with Edward I did really love Jacob and hadn’t meant to hurt him. In my head I still thought inviting him would only make everything worse. Edward had told him we were engaged and even though in the beginning I was upset in the end I knew he only did it because he knew I cared for Jake and I wouldn’t want to hurt him. He hadn’t spoken to me since. As I kept thinking about everything that had happened a man asked me about my car and if he could take a picture with it, I had no problem so I agreed. Then I left to face my father. I was terrified and even though I wasn’t sure if Edward was I was still extremely nervous and I didn’t know how Charlie would react. I expected him to dome to the conclusion that I am pregnant or he will be so furious that he’d try to kill Edward. After we told him he agreed that we get married but he told me I had to tell Renee and when I did she quickly reacted normally and even excited and she said she had assumed that we had been engaged for a while.
For the next couple of weeks Alice was organizing everything for the wedding. She came over to my house many times for the dress fitting and the tux fitting for Charlie. Even though he wasn’t crazy about wearing a tux there was no saying no to Alice. Alice was the perfect wedding planner but she kept asking me what I wanted I kept telling her to choose and that I would most likely love it anyways. Who knows how many people she decided to invite to the wedding but I knew she would invite as many people as she could.
When the big day came along, I was really nervous and I didn’t know where to go or what to do. Then both Alice and Rosalie took me inside the house to get ready. As I sat there Rosalie and Alice took turns with my hair and face, fixing what they could even though I thought that they were wasting their time because I still wouldn’t look as beautiful as them. Renee walked into the room and seemed really excited and she kept complimenting Alice and Rosalie on their work. She told me that I was beautiful and I felt as if we were both going to cry but I didn’t want to because I knew Alice had worked hard on everything and I didn’t want to mess up the makeup.
Finally I was at the aisle and I was very anxious to be next to Edward. For that time that I was away from him I felt different and anxious to see him again. I tried walking faster down the aisle but thankfully it was pretty short and it didn’t take long for me to find myself standing next to Edward and as he took my hand I felt as if this would be the beginning of our life together. We exchanged vows and as I looked into his golden eyes I couldn’t believe that this beautiful creature was now all mines. Afterwards we shared a tender kiss and then went back to his house for the rest of the celebration. Everyone was congratulating us and even though I was extremely happy I kept thinking about Jake in the back of my head. Then suddenly Edward told me he had a surprise for me and he took me to a dark shadowy part and then I heard a husky familiar voice. It was Jacob and as I buried myself in his arms I heard Edward leave, giving me a great gift – this moment with Jacob. As we danced so carelessly under the dark night I felt really glad that he decided to come and now I had everyone I love with me on the most important day of my life!
My wedding day went by pretty quickly and soon it was time for the honeymoon. I was really curious where Edward had planned on taking me. Then we went on many flights and when we were finally there he told me we were at an island called Isle Esme and that it had been a gift to Esme from Carlisle. I thought to myself who would give an island as a gift but I didn’t say anything because I was very happy to be here and it was beautiful. It was just perfect. As he carried me through the threshold as he had said he would do, I was suddenly surprised for how far we have gotten and that tonight we would finally make love to each other. Making love to him was like being in heaven but when I had woken up the next day I was sort of sore and I saw him looking as if he had done something wrong. He had ripped up a pillow. The next couple of nights were the same; we’d make love if I could seduce him even though he was afraid of hurting me.
One morning I woke up, threw up and started thinking. I hadn’t gotten my period and now I was getting morning sickness, moody, and sleepy. Could it be possible? I thought to myself a little more and then I told Edward, he asked Carlisle and he said it could be possible I was pregnant. Edward wanted me to get rid of the baby because it would harm me to keep it but I refused and so we decided I would have to be changed at that time or else I would die. We rushed back home and in weeks my belly grew. When Jacob found out he was devastated but for some reason he and I could not be without each other for that time. Soon I had to give birth but then that meant I had to be changed. The birth itself was excruciating but then the change was a little worse. When I woke up I was really thirsty and I felt a sharp burning pain in my throat. The first thing I thought of was my baby, Renesmee. Then I found out Jacob had imprinted on her, I was furious but then I understood he could not control it. My baby was a half vampire and Edward said that the Volturi would not approve of her and try to kill her because they had thought it was a newborn vampire child.
We all gathered – vampires and werewolves – and decided we’d fight against the Volturi if necessary but that we would not let them kill Nessie. When the Volturi came they seemed pretty calm and confident about the whole thing. I was a little nervous as I stood next to Jacob in wolf form and Renesmee on top of him. However I felt secure knowing that at least she and Jake would be safe no matter what happened. In the end we convinced the Volturi to let Nessie live and we lived forever the happiest we could ever be.
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